Intro: A visit to the mind of an individual waking up to the disillusionment of the reality after a night of opioids.
In his confusion between death and trip, the resolution seemed to be the girl he loved.
Woke up today
Maybe to curse again^
Had shots last supper
Didn't go lucidly through
Couldn't feel my toes
Feet gasping to feel
Fingers ached to scribble
Hoping for amnesia
Lips quivering
Stopped by
To savor the fancy tears
Stopped by
To discern between
Fear or Gratification
Slowly drugged into catharsis
Soul finally espied him from the
Neck of the woods
A transcendence being
Drifting in nirvana
Like a vagrant gypsy
Dead to the world
Bending space for fantasy
Sipping melody into mankind
Talking to my
Insignificant reality
Hugged myself, couldn't feel any
Leaping through reminiscence
Talking to my empathy
The darkness paled
One last time maybe
I asked
Let me smell my rose
Oh, my heart
You were enchantingly,
Beautiful !!